Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

*CTHM!
Cassandra THM
Presbyterian High School 09
Hwa Chong Institution
PHS VOLLEYBALL TEAM(CGIRLS 07, BGIRLS08/09), SYOGVB (L)

they have no morals. true that.



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Shan
Birddd
Horseyyy Y





“continue reading if you have no morals”
archives will be updated

Date : Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Time : 7:02 PM
Title :


&gie th cuckoo likes this angle
BiBi with another same kind
yiyi made this cupcake :D
acc dropped Boy's burger &th stained floor xD


YESTERDAY :D
went school ~ Boy slpt all th way la! made me super sian-ed in school. o(>.<)o
eng period wenta Drey's class watched incredible tales! i dont understand whats so scary that made th girls screamed their heads off luh -.-
after schl went bubble tea with Drey &Boy
(:
he went home cus' he's super gong gong while Drey went back schl with me.
Had GYM!!~ has been 98108374 years since we did gym la! so first one was 500skipping o.O
want die lurh. did weights, &alot of waist and back stuff.
went to run with lingmei shuang partner qq.

training. wow my spiking. jitao is phewwwww ~ never turn one. hahah.
&setting uh! thanks man yiting seeun jeline :D pei-ed &help me change my setting pos.
jiayou cassandra!!~
got to go off first, ard 7.50pm? aft da dui lurh.
homed ard 8plus.
tired daoooo ~ &i saw that cuckoo christopher at yishun int! &he took 811 ALSO! :D

TODAY :D
wore RRRRREEEEEDDDDDD :)
got what youth olympic thing, okay we got scammed by mrchew thanks man ~
so aft assembly went off. pingpong bball &vball went :D
th uncle driver took like 30mins to go frm yck to bishan luh!
th event was super boring, super duper.
back ard 11 plus, ate and back to class.

homed aft schl. slpt allll th way ~ :D
tmr's trn 4-8!


Date : Sunday, October 21, 2007
Time : 8:45 PM
Title :









these re the camp pictures! :D only in bunk cus' phone wasn't allowed ~ so yea.
&you see,
2faith's BATAM rocks :D
our batam councillors -
Batam Eve
Batam wilson
Batam Minyen
Batam Christopher (crazy ass :D)
Batam David (got power of love:D)

okay okay, rather still in th camp mood &i get super bored at night,
thinks of camp where we'll be with friends crapping. bah ~
so yesterday :D
woke up at 9.35am, 5miss calls 4 msges,
saying there's friendly at sas &to reach school at 10.30am! super sian-ed.
quickly sent out msg, got ready &went out, cant even meetup with Boy alr ):
so schl-ed &talked to Boy awhile :D

played with SP &eagles.
crapped lur, estella is super chui pls! i laugh daooooooo ~
than went bathe, used Partner's passion fruit shampoo.
went cwp with wl estella lingmei. metup with Boy (:
he kept saying i smell of bubble tea! o(>.<)o

today :D
slacked at home, super bored ~ lunch was by me+mummy:D
but a total ruin. heh.

school tmr, siansation. i'm looking forward to seeing batams! (:


Date : Friday, October 19, 2007
Time : 6:22 PM
Title :


I'm back from camp darlings! (:

DAY1
went to schl early morning &set of for Jalan Battera(or sth) Campsite :D
had to settle in before start of acts.
had lunch first, omg th food is pathetic. ONE SCOOP OF RICE. hahah. practically everyone had 2 servings luh.
than our 1st activity was RATS (race against time stations)
i suppose that was th best station luh. we had the nitrogen land thing,
&the tyre station. Wei Quan is super funny, and clement &him rolled on MUD. muahahhas.

aft that, went for KAYAKING :D
i think Ws &I can 'pei he' better! hahah. but end up got changed to Alwyn (:

washed up &had dinner.
was night walk after that? yea not sure (dont rem lur) :X
night walk was cool, &I kept holding on to Ws &Drey la! o(>.<)o We saw th military troops soldiers training, &those tanks &stuff! cool daooooo ~~ back, slacked &supper. back &lights off (11.15pm) :D

DAY2
wakey wakey! (: assembled &had breakfast.
than did ermmm, RAFTING FIRST. super tired lur, so Drey &I didnt do, plus Ws &qq went bunk to SLEEP.
- than absseling &FLYING FOX :) i played flying fox only, &i cried &screamed like nobody's business. :X but it was very very fun! no regrets playing. xD
indoor rock climbing, didnt play.

than Lunched &High elements :D it rained! ;rahhhh .
so went to bunks, had camp prep. super tired la! i want to slp T_T
high elements, we played th walking on a log, i think 2 levels high, and nothing to hold on to :X
i played, &i was stucked there for quite afew mins before i walked. i thought it was easy.
&i regretted playing! i will never go on there again lurh.
next was walking on metal LINE .. i didnt play (:
Endurance got to play this,
walking on wooden board &tyres. omg.
Boy played th FIRST. zai zai leh :D hahahhaha!

than had dinner! (: washed up &camp prep.
had camp fire at 8.15pm. super high la! had this item, where by we're supposed to dance to th song=the chui-er the better. Ws Brother Boy Partner &i was forced to go up @.@
we did super super chui actions la omgggggggg ~ but nvm, we had fun :D
than class items, BATAM (2faith!:D) did song PENG YOU and friendship dance -
i love 2faith lurhs <3 color="#ff99ff">Happy 2nd month Dear, <3

DAY3
wakey wakey! pack up, and assembled &breakfast-ed.
Boy &co were super tired lur, they slpt at like 2.30+ am? rawr.
than went back, brought all stuff down, byeeeee~ to our bunk1 )x
area cleaning! hahaha. water everywhere.
&they made us sit under th hot hot sun for super long doing nothing! grrrr. super hot la. than had prize presentation,
BATAM got BEST CHEER :D woohoooo!~ hoorays.
than photo taking, and it RAINED. omg. super heavy luh! o(>.<)o than waited for our turn to get on bus, cheered for EVE, WILSON, MRTAN, MR.g.TAN, AHNEH. cheering rocks! (:

back to school ard 12plus ~
everyone was super tired. but im sure everyone enjoyed, it seemed super fast&just like that, camp ended. but it brought 2faith very much closer &bonded <3!

BOY HAS SEXY VOICE :D hees.


Date : Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Time : 9:40 PM
Title :


i'm finally done packing! (:
brnging reebok teambag (: heavy heavy.
school was alright today, had art fest ard 11am,
guitar onsong-
some tango dance &salsa dance -
amkss pop grp(so poppy ahahaha)? hohos. -
piano performance (bu neng shuo de mi mi &my heart will go on) -
some malay performance -
acapella (damn zai :D ) -
beatbox performance :D (2faiths!) -
&Boy dont wna sit with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! rahhhhh.

only highlighted ones were nice, esp acapella &beatbox!
the womans were damn coooool, they know beatbox as well :D and beatbox was by our class; ws darren gimmy qq lennon. mrtan's smile was super wide dao cant close alr la!~

stayed back for some damn survey. o(>.<)o
released ard 1.50pm, bubble tea-ed with jiahui Boy &Drey.
suddenly rain-ed. homed ard 3?
bathed &slpts till 4pm, went np ALONE. cus ahjie's studying &she dowant pei me go!
bought something (: metup with mother. homed ard 6plus.


Date : Monday, October 15, 2007
Time : 6:14 PM
Title :



1) reflection of Dear&Me <3>.<)o


before, and after :D M= Min &Ming :D

Before, and after :D Partners! <3


okay! today had training :) woohoo!~ like finally i can train alr laaaaa~~~!
but shit, my ankle swell again again again )x so stopped for awhile, didnt do th spiking.
u16 team2! :) shiling huijun lingmei estella ciyin partner &shuang. we were super high la! shuang:D if we play like this, maybe we cn get into round2! (:
training ended ard 1plus, bathed &stuffs. train-ed to cwp with cgirls cept shuang, &Dear.
had kfc for lunch, walk walk. went to play th alphabets stuff (: above re th picpics!
and Boy went down to meet his Mum, get his phone. but th model he wanted wasn't available, so he called &asked if i wna go lot1 with his mum &him. o(>.<)o so i went, estella &co were still doing th thing. Dear bought k770i nice daoooooooooo ~ he says im super gentle today &he's very happy :D

CASS' A GENTLE GIRL ~ :D

the phone Boy bought (: but its sandy beige color.


Date : Saturday, October 13, 2007
Time : 10:49 PM
Title :



yeh! people i'm back.
met Boy at yishun at 5.45pm and im late, (always xD) trained to amk.
walked ard, crapped alot. hahah! (: dined at Mac, made Boy did something chui. heeeees. xP
saw my PUNNY TWINNIE! <3

Kelvin met up with us ard 7.15pm, went to buy tickets.
supposed to watch mrwoodcock, end up watching resident Evil.
3/5 cus i dont understand th show, but its nice though :D thanks vincent. HAHAH~
after movie walked ard, went ntuc and i suppose ntuc HATES US(in fact is KELVIN ONLY :D)
homed ard 10plus (:

Took quite alot of pics with Boy! (: <33333


Date :
Time : 4:56 PM
Title :


&the best feeling in the world
is knowing you have
someone you can go to when you're in a bad mood
knowing they'll make everything better

so early morning, went schl to watch their trng.
&im sure monday i can traing again alr! :D today there's this super fun activity lorrrrrr, but i cant play! (!^~%&@#( it takes alot of communication and teamwork. (=
talked to silly, i loveeeeeeeeee talking to her lur! enjoyed.

went off ard 1, so qiao Boy called &wenta find him &Jiahui, stupid saw ahneh. jiahui wenta shout his name, had to talk to him for like 15mins @.@

ahneh:i want go buy bubble tea
me:no! unhealthy
ahneh:i dont care hahahahah

idiot.

went find mum sis&bf for lunch, homed.
going out soon! watch mr woodcock :D

REPLY TO TAG-
IDOL-junJUN (:
your tags re super long i had to reply here! hahah. btu really very disappointing you know );
now you waiting for results right? hmm, can one laa, positive :D wont retain one hur. what you did in precious terms? woah, sort out your thinking lur, want study liao. hahah. jiayou man !(: surely can one la, im sure you'll be promoted :D thanks for your advices! will listen to you. (: oct 27th? okay, see ya buddy!



Date : Friday, October 12, 2007
Time : 6:40 PM
Title :


disappointments;


got back papers today again, and
science 52.5 so what if i passed? yeh, froma failure of 43 to 52.5, it may be an improvement.
but i was really confident of a B cus i really studied hard for it. from midyr when i made mum&myself super disappointed by failing sci, i was determined to study it all over again, and before eoy, i read some each day. so WHAT. i still got a C. i dont regret cus i knew i put in my 101% already, but is that ALL i could do? i felt so helpless, i tried to hold back my tears. :/ the feeling sucked, i was super unwilling to accept that i got a C. but this IS what i got .........
suppose its just not my kind of sub,

than got 64 for chinese, if mrsoon gives me the 2marks it'll be 66.
math, 79. wasn't very happy i dont know why. cus many people aced it i suppose.
Mrtan said i improved alot for math. &so? i still suck at sci.

hopefully the remarking of F&N will give me an A.

supposed to go home after schl cus Boy said he's going lunch with Kelvin&co.
went bubble tea with Drey, end up tgt went market with jonny brother zhequan henry kelvin&Boy. Saw tls, tbs &lcc.
they went for trng while i acc-ed kelvin in schl.
homed ard 5plus.



boring day, &Boy! i really really didnt do it on purpose! didnt know you were talking to me. :/

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Date : Thursday, October 11, 2007
Time : 5:47 PM
Title :




shit day today x( okay, thoguh i got to wake up later (6.10am) today, was still super tired lur. Checking of scripts today, &before that had consortium caning, stupid JiaHui lur, went to own up! but well everythings over.

F&N, whole paper's screwed by not us, but the markers :D so papers was back for re-marking. i was super confident of getting an A one lorrrrrr, and today's paper they gave out, i got 63.5! super discouraged, and i was very confident of my A. super loads of marking errors, and if they dont mark prperly, im gonna ARGUE lur! :D

shall not mention those shitty subs, disappointed.
ENGLISH! P1 was dhcfjdbfhdisbjkb cus i got 34 O N L Y :/
P2 i got 49.5, which teacher rounded off to 50 :D highest in th consortium was 52.5!
:D thus i suppose i did well lah. so far for P1 &P2, i got 67/100. (had to add oral!)

blabla, homed ard 4.


Happy for Kelvin, so far he passed alot of subs alr :D


Was super super super angry/upset/disappointed during checking fo eng lur,
Dear! i wanted to help you ask only, so that you can pass right? i dont want you to be so upset mah. &you gave me that super dulan att, )x rah. i want to talk to you, but i dont know! but everytime things happen, you'll end up giving in to me. i love you<3




Date : Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Time : 6:30 PM
Title :





[1]
Sometimes the smallest things
in life are the hardest to do. like
click on his screen name & just say
'i miss you'


[2]
Just kill me.
That's what you're good at
Everytime you don't look at me
Everytime you don't smile at me
Everytime you don't talk to me
yeah, you kill me.


[3]
When I saw you
I was afraid to talk to you.
When I talked to you
I was afraid to like you.
When I liked you
I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you
I'm afraid to lose you x3




Date :
Time : 10:34 AM
Title :


[edited]

okay, Ma bought lunch back for me, cus i dont feel like going out :/
with this kind of ankle noone w'ld feel like going out loh. rahs.
&Dear didnt reply my msg nor go online. super worried la! thoguth what happened,
&he called me ard 12, says he just woke up &his hp spoil. !!!!?! wth right!
okay nvm, mum left for work, Boy come over ard 1.50pm? (:
slacked. he went for trng ard 3.10pm. &he's late, cus jonny called me.
hahahaha. gg lur dear! :)

*Angie! grats ley, shuang daoooo liao huh! better treasure it, and im still here for you 24/7/365!
:)



no school today, boring :/

Mum left her phone at home, so that i can use :D
all i can do at home is use com, slp, ice my ankle. i'll be bored to death lur. )x
hope Mum allows me to go movies in the evening! [:

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Date : Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Time : 8:10 PM
Title :


hang on when you had enough,
and give more when you want to give up.

HELLO PEOPLE ~ :D
ankle was super painful ytd night :/ went to slp with Mummy.
woke up today at 6.15am, normally 5.55am!
&Mummy didnt want me to attend schl ~ i dont know why i insisted. :X
so dad fecthed me as usual, reached schl. &Boy says he's not coming early ):
filbert alwyn jeffrey haoweng noeleen &people was like, what happened to your leg? Kayaking ah?
Lols. I kept repeating "orh. sprain lor. no la, training. yup (: "
th whole day lur! rah. assembly, couldnt stretch out leg, ankle pain daooooo ~ :/
whole day, sat there to rot. ohman. Drey acc-ed me, cus the stuffs were super boring luh.
Ice-d my ankle thrice?
th last time, Mrang, Mrs Boey, AHNEH(evil one.), Brother, Boy, Ws &Drey were there.
stupid ahneh kept asking drey to put pressure on the ice on my ankle la! o(>.<)o
talked till 1plus, went class.

after schl went behind t eat with Jiahui Brother Jonny Kelvin &Boy :)
i walked superrrrrr slowly but i had no choice loh )x
homed ard 4plus.

it day tmr = no sch = holiday. mwahahahahas.



IDOL!:D mug hard la! you owe me alooooot of picturs alr hor! faster upload and tell me!
:)


Date : Monday, October 08, 2007
Time : 9:41 PM
Title :


confider (: 24/7/365!
2f clique :D
abandoned by WEESENG. hahahaha.
thanks to the chinaaaaaaaaaa person lur.
damn him.
Faith the cute :D same chromosomes from me :D
aha! cus yeeyee didnt allow her to play her toy.
see! cousins rocks.
loved girls (:
oh chui ah! o(>.<)o
okay okay! the pictures for yesterday &today :D
went to visit Faith ytd evening, and she was hyper active lur. *cheeeers!*
wen velocity ard 9, went ard th whole place, couldnt find th adidas water bottle that i wanted :/ mum asked if i wanted th nike one, so eeeew. o(>.<)o so end up didnt get any. disappointeds -
back to yishun, Ws Kelvin &Boy came ard 11 or 11plus? (:
we watched constantine &eye 10. super tired loh! watched till 2plus? grrr. went to slp (FINALLY!) ard 2.45am.
Boy kept disturbing la! made me slpt for only 2hrs+ lorrrrrrr. hahahha!
so yeap, went schl, had kayaking / dragon boating today :D
my class did kayaking, &i partnered Audrey (: we were super chui at first. cus its super difficult to control plus you need tons hell of strength to push. RRRAH.
but we still did enjoy alot, &i feel the bond among the faiths! :) during rafting .. helping each other to stand on the kayak .. singing songs .. alot alot! i love 2faithhhhhhhh.
went to bathe ard 12plus? ohwow. the toilet is, super lots of people la!
whole cohort bathing in 1hr using 10 cubicals :D wonderful isn't it.
back to schl ard 1plus, lunched.
went to hall to get some slp. hees. xD was super tired please.
&i suppose Ciyin had a hardddd time waking me up :D hahahah! training.
started warm up, setting, dafang.
&i sprained my ankle. shitit lur, i was jumping to spike, and this damn ball rolled over,
landed on the ball (: there goes my training.
Ziping helped me bandage, and Dudu helped me get th ice. cold daooooo ~
so slacked there till training ended, went bubble tea with shuang &wl. ohyeah, saw ahneh.
WOAH. PARTNER! thanks man. distubr disturb disturb! sprain only right! cuckkko nehneh ~ dont let me see you injured loh! I LAUGH ATYOU AH!:D btu still thanks for helping me get to th chair and fu2 me at th stairs laaaaa (:
Met Boy at yck mrt,
he acc-ed me till i cabbed home (:
thanks, i loveeeeeeeee you.
STUPID SHUANG! sucky la you! &sijia one kind one sia ~ disturb disturb!
i piak your ass lur, xD thanks for pei-ing me as well! wahaahahs :)


Date : Sunday, October 07, 2007
Time : 8:52 AM
Title :


training training training! :D :D :D

okay, ytd morning woke up &Mum dragged me to eat.
ROTI PRATA. grr. than went off to meet Sijia, saw phine!:D
my lovely girl. she's super crappy now. i missed her aloooot okay ,

ohyeah, training training.
fun daaaoooooo!~ Dafang was th bestest lur, Partner &me, :D ziping was supposed to pie qiu, and all we could do is jie. &we jie till super tired, btu we kept laughing! Laughed till we peng la. hees,

first activity to set, rah. Jonathan says my setting is good alr.
just that my position is wrong, and landing point not constant. :/
but i feel my setting is super wrong la, too high, too far etc etc.
training ended ard 5plus, got to go kk hospital, Faith(my cousin) was admitted.
so bathed &went to meet boy, he sent me to novena (:

&Buddy msged me after training. thanks man! will jiayou dur, {:
Was msging qq too, he can be nice at times, heh.

&yes! Kelvin &Boy's staying overtonight, nd we'll go schl tmr tgt ;D!


Date : Friday, October 05, 2007
Time : 7:44 PM
Title :


if a kid asks where rain comes from,
i think a cute thing to tell him is,
' God is crying.'
& if he asks why God is crying,
another cute thing to tell him is,
' probably because of something you did. '

Wait for the right guy
but in the meantime,
flirt with wrong ones.
(wtf!) hahaha.

if you don't like something, change it.
if you can't change it,
change the way
you think about it.


Date :
Time : 7:21 PM
Title :


CHEERS TO THE END OF EOY :D

okay, so this morning Boy &Ws came over first,
went -syed restaurant- for prata. super nice la! shuang ;
Kelvin went to find us there.
i ate 1 cheese egg &1 egg (it's th first time i ate 2pratas la!) but didnt finish though.
Ws ate 4/3pain +1cheese ?
Boy ate 2/3plain +1cheese egg.
hahahaha. i think we ate alooooot okay.

went back my house, slacked did art prep.
schl-ed ard 2.05pm, we're like never early for any papers cept' for eng lur.
xD
art paper was fun! :D stupid jiahui kept disturbing la. rawr.

i borrowed sharpener frm jiahui's friend,
&mr wang:"(stops infront of me) do you know if you wna borrow things you have to ask th invigilator?"
me:"oh. i see. (raises up hand&returns jiahui th sharpener)"
mr wang:"yes, okay. now i'll help you borrow."
-.-' he thinks he's very funny.

&dear is super rah. he says he dont wna talk to meeeeeee!


Date : Thursday, October 04, 2007
Time : 10:46 PM
Title :


ahahahah!
weeseng Kelvin&Boy came over again :D
like their house laaaah! but nvm, had fun. lol.
Boy came ard 8? (: than they came.
had breakfast, egg w bread, than slpt for half an hour? hah,
than we studied till like 12plus, cooked maggi mee for lunch,
studied math. till1? and we've th reach schl ard 1.15pm:D chionged again,
this time we're late. cabbed to schl, reached ard 1.23pm.
paper2 math was okaaaay, but th pythagoras theorem i left blank :/
area of PQRS, i wrote = (2n +n)(2n+n) :D
crap lah! damn.
science paper was rather tough, :/ pray for a B? yups.
after paper went bubble tea with Kelvin Ws Russel Drey Shuang &Boy (:
homed ard 6.50pm, Back to my hse -

crapped &ate,
went for bball-ing with them +sis&bf.
homed ard 10plus.


angie! :D
I love talking to you lur, but you're like so strong on th OUTSIDE.
gah. girl! its okay to show it laaa (: can also talk in schl! hee,
Study hard for ART:D woots!


Date : Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Time : 11:09 PM
Title :


tired tired tired.
today's papers re in th morning o.o
Ws reached super early! End up, ws &Boy reached first. eek.
gave up on chinese. not my kind of sub -
paper one was okay, just that i spent 1hr on dictionary and 45mins on paper :D paper2, shit it lur, all th fill in th blank(tian xie han zi) was question marks in my head. shuang heh.
super blank. neverminddddd, (:
after schl, went yishun bk with Boy Ws and Kelvin.
somethings happened, hahahahah :D Studied? or ate? LOL. saw jacky! old friend,
end up, went my house AGAIN. cus no mood to study at bk lur.
watched little man. damn funny okay ;
Stayed for dinner, they went off ard 10plus? yuppppp.
&Dad crapped with them! hahah. laughed my ass off :D

tmr's science &math2.
if i study. i can do it. if i dont, i'll flunk. o(>.<)o
its a matter of want a not girl! study!
Tmr morning they're gna come my house to study (:

bye darlings!
&Boy i love you <3


Date : Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Time : 9:40 PM
Title :


sorry darlings! haven't been blogging for a long time ~

ytd ytd ytd :D
had our math1 &literature paper.
studied in th morning with Ws &Boy at Yishun Bk (:
was late like usual (evil laughs*) studied ~ from bout 10-12plus,
shifted to mac as well, school-ed.
paper1 was okay? cept for th enlargement o(>.<)o and loads hell of questions!
lit was shit. totally no prep thus no comments on th paper.

after that. okay okay. i lost my phone at th market and super late aft.
was super worried, Bopy acc-ed me back to find it. Shuang &Clara &Kokwai &Ws& Kelvin helped to find as well, thanks. {:

Couldn't find, Ma msged Boy too. rah.
sorry to make you guys worried, especially Boy. :/
Train-ed back, reached yishun &Ws called ~
THANKS MAN! :D phone's at amk int.
happppppy daoooo ~ Boy acc-ed me all th way to amk.

stupid them disturbed me. RAHHHHH.
okay, i shall dedicate this post to WS &KELVIN LAAAAAAAA.


THANKS WS ALOOOOOOOOT FOR HELPING ME FIND BACK MY DEAREST PHONE CAN :D
happy enough! hahahah! cuckoo bird ~ see see see. thank you la! :D



today today today :D
early morning! they came my house,
Boy at 8.10 AM
KELVIN at 8.20+ AM
SHUANG at 8.30 AM?
WS at 9 i suppose. hahahahahha.
Tired daoooo ~ studied and slacked.
Studied alot of hist, went thru f&n only :/
Ma cooked porridge for us for lunch :D we were super gan chiong la!
got to reach schl at 1.45pm, and we left house at 1.35pm (:
hah. so cabbed to schl, had hist &F&N papers.
hellish. difficult. rawr.
on th way home, talked to ws. he like my counsellor! :D i like to talk to him.
hahahah.
*i miss sharing love w angggggggie :s


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUANG HOHOHO <3