Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

*CTHM!
Cassandra THM
Presbyterian High School 09
Hwa Chong Institution
PHS VOLLEYBALL TEAM(CGIRLS 07, BGIRLS08/09), SYOGVB (L)

they have no morals. true that.



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Shan
Birddd
Horseyyy Y





“continue reading if you have no morals”
archives will be updated

Date : Monday, March 31, 2008
Time : 1:40 PM
Title :


BORING.
in com lab now, everyone's like, "aiyo what happened?? "
OBVIOUSLY I SPRAINED RIGHT. o(>.<)o
but yah concerns :)

JIAHUI! he acc KICKED my swollen ankle, RIGHT IN TH CENTER OF THE SWELL.
pain daooooo ~

people, jiayou yups! last few trngs &matches alr! :D
jiayou girls <3


Date : Sunday, March 30, 2008
Time : 10:17 PM
Title :


wow great.
yesterday had combine :D
fun yah, crapped&played with th girls, BUT.
I SPRAINED MY ANKLE AGAIN. damnit.
so had to stop trng? yeah. but i guess gna resume trng on wed!! :)
just went novena to shop. tireds.


Date : Friday, March 28, 2008
Time : 11:12 PM
Title :


al0ha! :D

darn, was super tired this morning, might be due to ytd's match? hah.
but it wasn't a very fierce match though :/ watched jurong&xinmin's match, xinmin emerged the winner of a 2-1 match, congrats! yah, coming thurday playing with jurong, jiayou darlings! =]

today, super tired.
bio tcher is super nice, she allows us to do crap experiments that other tchers would never allow in their entire life. :D

assembly suck.

after school had hmt which was com lab free time :D
than GYM!!! damnnnn ~ watched jr's crucial match,
lost in th end. well, we're not angry with you girls, disappointments may be?
but yah, if you girls think you've put in your best, live with it (:
there's still b girls! just like us, we've been through that same feeling when we lost to ngee ann during nats. the same darn feeling.
so girls, cheers (:

tmr! tired day, well, i'll go for combine :)
SAMUEL! i think what you say make SOME sense :D
mr ang says i must train hard. yeah.

y jh &qq just came over to my house, they cycled frm WOODLANDS to my house!!
just left, fun. hah.


Date : Monday, March 24, 2008
Time : 1:38 PM
Title :


im in com lab now for 5periods T_T
i got 13th position in class! like from last yr's, 35th position :X
till 13th okay. at least i bother bout my studies now, i want to get good grades.
but mom? she dont care. she deem that i didnt put in any effort just because i got a C for eng. like hello!?!
i got all Bs and an A for my first report in sec3, while sister got all Cs la.
from young, mom never praised me nor encouraged me. how much i envied other people's parents whom will encourage them, reward them for improvements. :/

well! :D
coach says i'll be playing for thurs match. but i dont want to :


Date : Friday, March 21, 2008
Time : 11:09 PM
Title :


[1]
there`s no doubt about it, break-ups suck. but in
the first few hours or days or weeks that follow, there`s
one important truth you need to recognize:
somethings can`t & shouldn`t be fixed, especially that loser
who dumped you or forced you to dump him. it`s over for a reason.
& deep down inside, you probably know what that reason is. a lot of the
pain you`re experiencing is actually fear. fear of things being different
than how you like them. fear of never finding love again. fear of being alone.
fear of having to fill your time differently. we are all afraid of the unknown.
[2]
you're the first person that comes to my mind, instantly, when I’m crying in my room. I want to dial your number so bad and desperately tell you how much you mean to me because your the best thing that has ever happened to me. you make me feel loved and wanted in this cold hearted world. I just want you to tell me everything will be okay even if it won't.
[3]
And I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I might never talk to you again. and I won't feel the same about anyone the way I feel when I'm with you. I'm afraid that you'll find someone else and feel different for some other girl. and I'll just be an old school memory.
[4]
I don't want to become any closer. if we become closer, it will only be sadder when we separate
[5]
I think the reason I can't let go ofyou is because I'm scared you're gonna completely erase me from your head. You're going to forget all of our memories and everything we once had. I just don't think I can face that.
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okkie! posting :D
ahgroooom! i update okay! not like you, 3months once =D
hahahahh!
yah today's the worst day of life that can ever be. it sucks.
ANGIE!! thansk for being there for me all the while, each ime i had problems, you were always there for me! Love you man, i'll learn to give in. your words re kept in my mind :) 24/7 darling!
<33
Huijun! thanks too, i love talking to you la! (:
jiayou for him too!! heees. xD
so went for training ard 1.30pm, before that metup with yaoming.
training was okay lurh. Mr ang wants me to play main setter in jr combine, but told him i dont wna join. so i guess he went to luo!! &coach naggggggged at me ~~
saying i must go. he wants me to go. i have future in it. blah blah. okay, i'll go :)
after what he says i think it make sense, but. arghhhhh. sianed :
training ended ard, 6? bathed &went yi's house.
tmr's morning combine, than afternoon schlt rng! @.@
sunday trng as well. we're like march hols la, everyday trng T_T
Ym;
i'll learn to change for you. &i feel we're like strangers now, i dont know.
180807? 210308.
but i love you <3


Date : Thursday, March 20, 2008
Time : 8:15 PM
Title :


When you lose someone,
you realize just how much that person means to you,
So maybe its a good thing they're gone.
So you can see just how much that person means to you
if you really want it, you'll make it happen


Date :
Time : 7:56 PM
Title :


hello everybody! :)
thanks to shoooooom( chang chang!!) i'm updating :D

ahya, so much things to update bout. Got back my report slip,
well. not bad okay!
ENG - 53 :xxx
MATH - 65
A. MATH - 68
CHI - 63
SCI - 68
SS+ HIST - 69
F&N - 85 :DDD

one pathetic C. o(>.<)o english! damnnnnnnn. gonna work har. but a math is getting tougher.
alpha beta??? whatever.

VORREEEEEBAWWWWWWL! :D
round2, grouping SUCKS.
PHS Jurong XinMin(third time can ) YuYing
while the other side !??!
BPGHS ShuQun Sembawang CCHY!!
easy grping la.

today played with XMS,
won 2-1 (:
25-5, 22-25,25-12
first set everyone super on form!! :D

gonna have trainings on MON WED FRI SAT SUN
@.@ last lap darlings! jiayou =]


Date : Monday, March 03, 2008
Time : 11:44 AM
Title :


ages since i updated. hahahhahahaha.
might consider deleting &ABANDON MY BLOG FOR GOOD :D
but well. poor thing .. so shell keep it alive FOR NOW (:

NZ ;
1st PHS =)
2nd XINMIN
3rd sembawang
4th chung cheng yishun!

nationals :
queensway 2-0
bukit panjang
chung cheng main 2-0

one more to go! (: jiayou girls.
i think we played well for chung cheng's match, gooooood.
eatings &strawberry!! rest well, &recover soon hokay! (:

&yah .. commontest sucks .. failed math like wtf okay, i never failed math in my life.
&this TEST. failed. 16/40. i hate math. i really put in my best to do it, but i still failed.
mslim's nice! she says no need to cry one .. she failed throughout her sec sch life but got A2 in o lvls :D cool heh ~

i'm random. blah. sec3's hectic life. no time for me to post! o(>.<)o
i guess part of it cus' now tournament period. hope after this i can concentrate on studies plus i'll blog EVERYDAY! (=