Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

*CTHM!
Cassandra THM
Presbyterian High School 09
Hwa Chong Institution
PHS VOLLEYBALL TEAM(CGIRLS 07, BGIRLS08/09), SYOGVB (L)

they have no morals. true that.



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Shan
Birddd
Horseyyy Y





“continue reading if you have no morals”
archives will be updated

Date : Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Time : 9:23 PM
Title :


STUDY/FOOD-DAY OUT:D


ahhh fuck.
i cannot upload the pictures for today i dont know why. =(
super irritating luh, we took jiao jiao pictures and foooooooooood leh.

mum's irritating.
this morning she called me ard 11plus
mama "mei, why are you still at home?"
me "huh. i just wake up lehhhhh"
mama "why you havent go out study?"
me "huh. later loh. i tired."
lolol please. prolly in a good mood today, didnt nag at me, somemore ask me to go out. lol.
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and was texting adenthepig(:D) when i woke up this afternoon.
so funny luh.
cass "anyway, having lessons right. go listen, shan't disturb you. :)"
aamc "nope, now break time. Had a hard time ploughing the field earlier in the morning. :P"
little things that makes me happy for the day.

so went to find wl&claudia @bishan mac
decided to go library cus cafe cartel yet to have student meal :D
(1.30pm then start. lolol.)

settled for the comfy chairs @cafe galilee
bought a CHOCOLATE TRUFFLE CAKE
&trust me it sucks ttm loh. the top actually tasted like PLASTIC.
damn luh i had pictures of it! o(>.<)o
if the oreo cheese was ready i'd have chosen that over this plastic shit.
(irritating incident 1)

went over to cafe cartel
THE STUPID SOFA CHAIR was sooooo high (or rather the other way round=/)
i cannot reach the ground! =(
so sad right. even i have to sit till the super corner of the sofa and try my best to reach the ground. tsk tsk.
and thus, all the while i was cross-legged.
(irritating incident 2)

ordered an OREO FRAPPEE(indicating NO WHIPPED CREAM)
and a cheese hotdog with fries
and i was served with MOCHA FRAPPE(adding some crushed oreo &WHIPPED CREAM)
whatthehell pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee.
so informed the waitress of the whipped cream thing,
she simply scooped it out. so eeeeeeeeek. &it tasted like MOCHAAAA even claudia agrees with me loh.
(irritating incident 3)

so ciyin joined us later on-
and did SOME WORK. like,
3 qns for a math? lol.
finally settled down after much crapping &gossiping
did
SCI PHY FULL PAPER.
(:
saw piglawyer when acc-ing cy for her ice cream. ^_^

and cass is retarded lah for goodness sake.
there was this qn on mirror reflection, and i actually went to the toilet (have full length mirror)
to experiment it out.
and lol to me, it didnt work &i still cannot get it.

thansk luh wl &claudia
my PHYSICS &A MATH TCHERS FOR THE DAY. :D

i dont know how the hell i got top in cohort for sci(phy/bio) loh.
26.5/30 for commontest? i must have cheated.

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anyways,
here comes IRRITATING INCIDENT 4.
thanks to cy.
me "ehhhh cy you can touch the ground?! eeeek."
cy "huh, why you cannot reach the ground?"
wtfffffff &claudia and wl burst into laughter.
o(>.<)o thanks loh. cus i short can. pffffft.

off to get tickets fr sistic for
BBALL MATCH TMR
SIN vs CHINA
jiayou bro.
bought 14 tickets which is 56dollars -using nets.
then, wenta np's popular to get printer's ink which is $20.60 -using nets.
card no money alrdy. use and use like free one.
if really can use and use w/o paying.
omg omg.
im dreaming.



&people, please don't be jealous of phs students for having extended holidays.
we're having tonnes of work like we've 48hours a day which is unfortunately, no.
we've 24hours a day like any other human leh.
hello teachers. =(


Date : Monday, June 29, 2009
Time : 10:26 PM
Title :


i want to
WATCH MOVIEEEEEEEEEEEE
EAT HAAGEN DAZZZZZZZZZZZZ
EAT OREO CHEESECAKEEEEEEEEE
GO SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAAAA
GO ICE SKATINGGGGGGGGGGGG
PLAY VOLLEYBALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
STUDY AT BISHAN'S LIBRARYYYYYYYYYYY
CHILL OUT AT BISHAN'S CAFE GALILEEEEEEEE

:(


Date :
Time : 7:07 PM
Title :




irritated &pissed off
cus no study mood today, and thus wasted a day off just like that.
woke up this morning/afternoon ard 11plus
bathed &changed, decided to go yishun library today
cus thought there wouldn't be much ppl
since everyone's back to sch &only we the pathetic asses are out of school.
(and why are we pathetic asses?you will know why later down the post.)

headed for yishun library and yupp,
got a space at the tables.
only managed to complete:
1) 1 math paper1
2) read up bio fr chapter 8-13.

gave up luh.
totally couldn't concentrate as more people went there, after sch.
it's so super inconducive luh, i still prefer bishan's.
=\ like away from people that kind.

so wenta walk ard northpoint &tried out the new deluxe chocolate frappe
from mc cafe
wasn't as yummy as double choc. :(

text wl &cy,
nobody acc me to study. :(
so decided to go home ard 4.
took a nap (long one)
and here am i now. (:
wenta take a look at mlg to see whatssssup
&HELL.

qq "you really got do the work meh?"
me "crazy one loh. somemore got timetable one leh!"
qq "you knowwhat i do? when i see the 'need to do' right, i click on the X on top. ;)"
one assssss only.

work for this week of HOLIDAYS:
1) 2 full sets of sci physics paper (p1p2)
2) 2 full math papers
3) 10 archived assignments on heymath (like, 20qns each?!?!)
4) 2 sets of sci biology papers
5) 5 ENG ASSIGNMENTS
6) ss assignments everyday, yet to download dk what's it.
7) 2 full hist papers ?!?!

yknow what? i love fnn.
:D :D :D


Date :
Time : 12:45 AM
Title :


The greatest distance on earth is not north and south,
it is when I am right in front of you
and you do not know that I love you.


Blessed are those who have had their hearts broken
for they have truly tasted the sweetness of love.


Should I Smile
Because You're My Friend
Or Cry Because
Thats All We'll Ever Be?


First love is a little foolish and a lot of curiosity.


its hard to choose someone to love,
but the hardest part of falling
is to admit that you have fallen in love
with someone you didn't mean to love from the start...


Part of loving someone
is learning to let go.


If she is the first thing you think of when you wake up,
the only thing you think of when you're awake,
and the last thing you think of before you go to bed,
then she is really somebody special.


Time goes by,
life goes on.


Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you


Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me


To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life


Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me


......




"i should just disappear from this earth"
"no, you can come to my house to hide. :)"
how much true friends deserve my love.


Date : Sunday, June 28, 2009
Time : 8:14 PM
Title :



Thats what sisters are for.
(L)

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LATEST:
EXTENDED HOLIDAYS FOR PHS. exclusively phs.
:D :D :D

1) lessons resume on the 2nd week
2) Prelims postphoned till the 3rd week
which means -
O LEVELS CHINESE ORAL IS POSTPHONED TOO.

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this morning/afternoon, was awakened by lawyer, if not i wouldn't know what time i'll wake up alrdy. ^^
had lunch at home &off to bishan library to study.
MAD COOKIES &CRAZY CREAM
nice, but it's like just blending oreo &choc tgt, not some specialty or something.
in the end, mc &emu decided to join me there to study.
:)

called up many ppl to ask them for math formulas
&no one care me leh. :( so sad right.
in the end only ym &apex helped me out.
^_^

&stupid, mc kept making fun of my ezlink card! tsk tsk. :(
but at least i look more human now right. lol.

went off ard 4plus 5, for their haircut.

on the way back to library-
was informed of extended holidays, and for that instance i thought it was some prank to make me happy. LOLOL.
so, i called up other people,
&of cus mummy. :D
&it turned out to be TRUE. too good to be true. (:
back to library & talked to mc
emu "you people are supposed to do work!"
me "ahh tmr no sch = no need do work:D"
and he carries on with his work. lol.

didnt get anything fr cafe GALILEE so we had to leave
off to j8 basement
homed ard 6plus.

&when i alighted fr the bus
cousins went "ER4 JIE3 !!!" from faraway.
thats how cute little children can go.
but, not little. primary sch children. ^_^

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Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.


You don't actually have to take the quiz. Just read straight through, and you'll get the point, an awesome one. .....


Take this quiz: 1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.
2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.
3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest.
4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize.
5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor actress.
6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners.
How did you do?

The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday.
These are no second-rate achievers.
They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.


Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one:
1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school.
2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time.
3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile.
4. Think of a few people who have made you feel, appreciated and special.
5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.
Easier?


The lesson: The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards.
They are the ones that care.


Date :
Time : 12:23 AM
Title :


PROBLEMS.
:(







(left) it's a giraffe &damn, how do you spell giraffe/girafe/giraffee
boss (on the right) says its a PIG !
"its a pig that plays RUGBY."
"why?"
boss "cus it has alot of blue blacks on its body."
-.- to the max.


this morning intended to go sch at 10am to study till 1
so that i can vb with my mind at ease
&thy highness only woke up at somewhere near 11am.
which is WTHHHHHHH cass you should go and die.


and when i came out of the mummy's rm after bath
the wind was sooooooo strong that a vase or whatever fell and hit a glass on the table!
:( so scary.
then the glass cup DROPPEDDDDDDDDDDD! so scared.
i called mummy, she never pick up! =( but luckily she called back after a while
&told me to sweep to a corner, so that i can go into the kitchen
:D


off to starbucks
bought choco cream chip frappe ^_^
but the dark mocha's better.
the best part was i saw OREOCHEESECAKE. (L)
headed to school and &was shocked to see bubu&cy reaching so early
&to think that they were there at 10m to study,
just the time when i INTENDED to study! tsk tsk.


2 on 2 was the bestest part of training &definitely
MY PARTNER WAS :D :D :D
before the drill i was hugging auntie cus i missed her like aloooooooot
& boss
"hao3 la. ni3 men2 liang3 ge4 jiu4 yi1 zu3."
andwe pulled p2 along too, but boss says cannot. :(
so it was 2 on 2 with a fixed setter on each side.
auntie &i had sooooo much fun luh :D esp when we were challenging bubu&shoushou.
i haven't been laughing so hard that i can actually hit a ball w/o knowing where i hit it to.
and laughing on the ground while the play is on.
and afterwhich we tagged team against p2&tingting
while seeun&xinping tagged with auntie &i
:D :D :D
internal war. lol.
it's like suaning each other to make you do better. positive impacts on oneself by teammates,
:)

match teammed with
nienie adel tien seeun cy jiangling
&played subset, fun :D cus no one served to me and i spikedddddddddd. yipee.

after trng stayed to study while voleibol had trng
cheapskate mc tecklee weiming emu joined in too.
only completed ONE PATHETIC CHAPTER.
coffee express with wm, cy &mc.
cute roti prata man.
&wth am i saying, who the hell calls the roti prata seller a roti prata man NOW.
what era am i living in.

homed ard 11plus/

and
if time could turn back
i could have made things turn out better than it is, now.
or at least i wouldnt be in this helpness situation now.
fuck.
it seems like
i need my lawyer.
:(

prelim's starting on monday
which is i've repeated myself many times
but im scared.
scared like bird.
omg.


Date : Friday, June 26, 2009
Time : 10:39 PM
Title :


STUDYING ROCKS.
:D






this morning managed to wake up at 9plus :D
out ard 10 decided to go bishan library to study
cus so far its the most conducive plc to study (i think).

studied till ard 12
&wanted to go minitoons to get my rubberband before going to meet mc&darius for lunch
&mc surprised me at the library.
:D

so we walked ard in search of my atm machine &bought my smiley rubberband :D
and stupid bishan has no uob cash deposit machines
:(

walked ard &went to meet darius for lunch at Macs
saw qs jithong &caleb
ate &crapped like alooooooooot. :D

darius and i went to library while mc went for his gym session
studying resumes-
he left at ard 3 for trng while i continued,
in all i completed 4 chapters of bio :D (out of 19. =/)
look on the bright side, AT LEAST I STARTED. LOLOL.
and 2 structured qns. :D
OMG I LOVE BIOLOGY LUHHHHHHH.

brought my shoebag &p2's towel out
&end up finished nothing by 2pm, so didnt go for sch trng.
=(
i miss aunty's p2's tingting's nienie's shoushou's tien's craps laughters encouragements chuiness.
fret not, I'll be going tmr! :D yayness la.
plus no combine tmr, so i can be there the whole day long.
:) :) :)

so decided to go ch trng at ard 4plus
df-ed with this sec1 guy that boss asked me to play with
haven't been so tiring since the end of season alrdy. lolol.
trng today was short with little drills.
&my spiking and everything can seriously go &die alrdy.
nothing's right one loh.
:(

royston "eh zuoquan what if your o levels result slip, you got 30??"
zq "i'll wake up from my dream :D"
royston "what if laaaaaa."
zq "ahh i'll check if the name's printed wrongly, should be ROYSTON."
LOLOL.

their pt was hardcore.
jumped 30 times, like omg.
i'll just die.

went off after that
&metup with mc darius tecklee &emu for dinner @s11 :D

so sad luh, today don't have long beans.
and the auntie huh. best alrdy.
today's the THIRD time we ordered fr her,
&ALL THREE TIMES inclusive of today,
she forgot my barley !!! :( so sad righttttttttttt.

&mc's the best luh.
he'll keep on suan-ing himself &everyone else can laugh EXCEPT me.
tsk tsk.
anyway talked &slacked as usual

homed ard 9plus
&SAW JIAXIN! :D :D
btw she's one of my relay partners back then
when we got 3 RELAY GOLD MEDALS in PRI6 AND BROKE THE NAT RECORD for 4x100m. our glory. how we used to be. all talking bout good old times.
i wanna congratulate
SHIREEN :D
for being selected to rep SPORE in ayg 09,
SIN TRIPLE JUMPER. :D
my used-to-be
HOCKEY BEST PARTNER fr P3-P6
RELAY PARTNER BEST TEAMWORK champion girl
hope i can make the time out to go support you my dear.

&SUPPORT YAOYAO EATINGS MELVIN QS
in their beach matches. :D


a friend
that takes away my problems when he has countless
that will be there for me 24/7 despite his impt beauty sleep
that helps me get out of difficult situations
that gets disturbed &suaned and never get angry at me
that suans himself and make me laugh, yet not get pissed off
that makes me feel appreciated for my presence ard
that was probably the first to tell me that my setting's good, and wanted to ask me to teach
that will wake up early in the morning just to wake me up
thanks for being one.
(:




prelims on monday.
see me die.
=(

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Date : Thursday, June 25, 2009
Time : 8:24 PM
Title :


CHOCOLATE-YYYYYYY
:D:D






cass is upset today cus
she sacrificed a day for vb, but didnt enjoy aloooooot
she has alot to study but cannot concentrate for long
=(

how how how. sigh.

okay anywaysssssss
this morning my very nice alarm mc morning call-ed me at 8.45am for me to wake up and do work. then again at 9 cus he knows i won't get up.
nice friend rightttt. ^^
okay so i got up and attempted to do ss, and to realise that ss papers were mixed up in mc's stack of papers ytd. so couldn't do anything, only read the chapters.
wrote out all the A MATTH formulas on a sheet of paper and stick it on my study table
:D :D
&thanks loh mummy, she switched on a show and diverted my attention from studies to tveeeeeeeee. so irritating right. but nvm, still watched. :P

off to cwp with mum ard 12 plus
to get my baby
&to my disappointment, they didnt charge baby! :(
so it died on me in no time after i switched back,
and got to use the spare phone again.
and for once, was gossiping with bubu! hahaha :D
she very cute luh. called me when she text me &crapped.

off to chs
met tien cy &unclejon on the way
&they went for lunch while i headed to chs first
scare me luh, soooooo many ppl there. haha cus there's the dsa trial on today.
when i wanted to change my shoes &stuffs,
realised i forgot to bring socks :(
so waited for jon, lucky he brought extra! if not cass gg alrdy.
meanwhile warmed up w/o shoes :P
da fang with muthu&mc
and friends don't wanna play with each other one. :(
back to sit down &stare into space, jon came and blablabla
played survivor teammed with
mc darius &benloke
the only thing that i enjoyed today [:
the kuku mc so funny luh. asked him to do the right hand fan qiu, he ahhhhh &used left hand.
lolol. practice practice sure can one! ^_^

cass sucks alot like omg.
slow and lousy. setting like cock. :(
dsa hc? dream on luh huh cass.
cs setter? fat hope luh.
continue dreaming.

today was weird, went off ard 5 cus there was alot of them present
didnt play match.
went j8 with tien&cy intended to go foodcourt for dessert &
me "ehhhh i wanna eat icecream. haagen dazz? :D"
tien "ahhh go luh:D"
so we landed up there, having
belgian choc& cookies n choc + waffle + chocolate sauce :D
thumbs uppppppp again.
while tien had some brownie explosion i think.
the brownie's nice too, its supser chocolatey &hot.

slacked &off to mac for cy's ice cream.
that damn auntie. tsk tsk. nvm, next time we go again you eat okay! :D
&got super pissed off the BENEDICT WHATEVER IS THE SURNAME.
thanks so much huh.

homed with tien. :)

was thinking bout alot of things when walking home
and i wonder, and i realised i don't even have any purpose in lifeeeeeee.

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mum's in a bad mood i guess. :(
mum "what time do you wanna go eat? eat dinner also need ppl nag one huh."
me "wth la nto hungry later then eat cannot is it. crap loh."
she has yet to scold/talk to me like that for the whole juneeeeeeee. omg.


i wanna eat haagen dazz &andersen's ice cream
:D :D :D

anybody pleaseeee ask me out to study
cass needs hell loads of studying time &less of playing time. :(
&mc
you're my friend.
:)
AUNTY&P2!
YYY


Date : Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Time : 11:00 PM
Title :


JIE1 CHU4 :D:D:D



TODAY:




this very nice/funny person "wah i let you laugh at me, still need take my ezlink card &let you take picture ah!"



cakes sensation ^^

arcade. lol.


(only we know what, lol.)


exceptional. :D

WEDNESDAY :D
STUDY DATE/ FOOD-DAY-OUT :D:D

so this morning alarm by mc :D
&i miraculously i managed to wake up so early. (for its still hols.)
lol.
blablabla and supposed to meetup with mc&tecklee @9am
& i just rched yishun mrt at 9am. :P
okay my apologies for being, so late.
=/

settled for subway for breakfast and crapped crapped.
&like that time, the way mc ate was so funny/cute. haha.
i guess you just can't eat subway. :P

darius came to meet us,
&off to library :D
crap loh, i thought we were EARLY BIRDS. early shit luh.
ended up we studied at CAFE GALILEE. so cute.
from 10plus to 1pm?
i did like TWO SS ESSAYS. very good. great accomplishment.
tecklee "what's atom number? (or whatever it was)"
me "THREE."
and the stupid tecklee&mc laughed at me like nobody's business. tsk tsk.
idk what was i saying luh. hahaha.

mc "friends laugh at each other."
became "friends SCOLD ME
LOL. :D

lunch (FOOD AGAIN) at kfc.
omg i've phobia for kfc alrdy.
mc was funny.
he took a 10cents coin and placed it in tecklee's CHILLI. LOLOLOL.
we were SUPPOSED to go back to study after lunch
&ended up crappppinggggggg till 4? lol.
back to library's cafe galilee again, and shit luh.
thanks mc, i just couldnt get any done. =(
so gave up on it, and decided to join them in gossiping &crapping
which was niceeeeeeee
cus we practically slacked the afternoon away.
:D

off to ps ard 5plus going to 6?
:) first stop was SECRET RECIPE for our OREOCHEESECAKES :D
and tecklee didnt like cheese! so he had choco banana,
while darius mc &i had oreo cheese. THUMBS UP UP UP.
and stupid darius, told me bout me making them sadddddddddddd
cus mc was emo-ing(=/) after being laughed at for the 5TH TIME. :P
i was so bad tday cus:
1. i laughed at mc, so much. lol.
2. i made tecklee wanna RESET. =/

walked ard, went to build-a-bear workshop where everything in there was so new &CUTE.
there's hello kitty also! :D:D:D
darius had to leave first, so leaving tecklee mc&i.
walked ard &decided to go for our DURIAN CREPES
&benedict the stickman was LAME TTM.
calls mc &asked for my no
mc "im with her now. im on a DATE with her."
and ben asking me,
ben "SS! MINGCHENG SAYS YOU'RE ON THE BED WITH HIM??"
lolol.

went for DURIAN CREPES :D
i think too much of it makes one feel eeeek. :/
&btw this was when the spamming by CHEAPSKATE ASS started.

off for tecklee to get his hokkaido ice cream :sea salt &caramel flavour

went outside ps,
and laughed again. :D
while tecklee&mc had some singing thing.
&i thought it was nice loh, cept for the WARMING UP part,
which was funny. :X

homed near 10.

&STUPID ZIHUI THANKS LOH. so last min!
next time luh, movie or study i'll go. :D:D

i wanna vb,
yet the irritating studying comes in.
sigh.

i had fun, today.

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