Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

*CTHM!
Cassandra THM
Presbyterian High School 09
Hwa Chong Institution
PHS VOLLEYBALL TEAM(CGIRLS 07, BGIRLS08/09), SYOGVB (L)

they have no morals. true that.



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Shan
Birddd
Horseyyy Y





“continue reading if you have no morals”
archives will be updated

Date : Friday, July 31, 2009
Time : 10:52 PM
Title :





cass loves friday cus school day's short and lessons ain't that boring. (:
in short, today was still spent going thru prelim papers and sorting out ca marks.
had fnn test which i suppose noone studied for it but it's manageable cus the content was what we've been tested on over and over again. But functions for vitamins was totally screwed.

assembly was totally boring ttm cus it's principal's talk =totally turned off.
Moreover, we were supposed to sit according to register no. due to the mass gathering or whatever that is. So coincidentally, wl sat beside me and we chat thru the assembly. caught up with her alot &lucky i wasn't chosen loh. ^_^

market with wl, and homed.
saw sister on the way home &asked her to acc me to find mom.
homed-

superb tired and decided to take a nap,
intended to wake up ard 3 and out with sister to look for ws, but slept till 3.30. :/
eighteen chefs with sister and not long after, ws came out to acc us.
:D
bought a brownie with ice cream, and ws treated us to soup of the day &ice cream, which was totally awesome. For the past time and ttoday that i went to find him, i bugged him for cookies &cream flavoured ice cream, which is not available or ice cream flavours were fixed, not for choosing.
so, this kuku ws went off, i thought he went back to work.
However after sometime, he came back with bowls of ice cream and a plate of choco chips.
He actually went to grind oreo biscuits and topped it on vanilla ice cream, to make it 'cookies &cream' ice cream! ^_^
chatted &off ard 5.
parted our ways there.

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watched this!


and after hearing those negative comments from many, i've decided that i must watch it personally, and yupp, there it is. :D
metup with BIRD(lol. :D) and off for the movie. I'd say that it isn't that bad afterall. As i didnt read the book nor watch the trailer, the scenes weren't as boring and expected like many said.
Moreover, there were some parts that were funny ^^

after movie, decided to go to the basement to get something as i wasn't hungry.
In the end, we landed up in macs and the hello kitty edition for happymeal's out! :D
so, got myself a meal, and the hello kitty :D :D
chat &slacked there till 10, homed.
And yupp, thanks for those advices that'll definitely come useful for me to make my decision.
(:

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here comes the weekend but i'm not looking forward to it cus,
-evaluation to complete by monday
-ss seq test on monday
-hist seq test on monday

cass' not a superhuman.
:(


and, after reading shuang's blog and things that've happened recently.
Do true friends, friends forever exist? Well, i believe they do, but i'm not that fortunate one that has come across one in my sisteen yrs. But i thank God for giving me friends that've showed me that they care.
(L)


Date : Thursday, July 30, 2009
Time : 5:22 PM
Title :


okay my apopolgies for not posting the previous day.
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YESTERDAY
cass was super pissed and unhappy cus she forgot to bring her phone out. :(


school was boring. like usual, nothing much was done, expect for going thru papers and having free periods. And something hilarious happened too. Our class schedule for the photo taking was after chapel, and while waiting for our turn, there was this lower sec class before us.
when they were taking the fun shot, the camera man "say cheese upon the count of 1, 2, 3!"
cm "1, 2, 3!"
class "cheese!"after doing that for twice if im not wrong, our class decided to...
cm "1,2 3!'
OUR CLASS "EEEEEEE!"
:D
and we all burst into laughters. Moreover, we did that for several times, and i bet the class that got eee-ed by us were super pissed off luh.
but anyway, class photo shot was alright, cept that qq wasn't around during the group pic, instead, weilun joined our grp. ^^


over to find mama to get my phone from her :D :D
bought subway and since i was still early, decided to head back to sch to watch darlings train while i had my lunch. However, wasn't really hungry so didnt eat the subwayyy,
and off to hc.
Just when i was walking out of school, 852 went pass me. *(&!*$^&*!^##&! luh.
so i had to wait, for almost 15 minutes there. :/ And the bus ride was still as draggy, made me giddy and left me feeling so uncomfortable throughout.
:(
upon reaching, i was told that it's OUTDOOR TRAINING !!!
like omg, when we had outdoor trngs (seldommmmm) in phs, we'll just whine our way thru and wait for the hall to be available. And it's my first trng at hc, it has got to be outdoor, plus PT.
super shuang ttm. (not).
warm up was alrdy screwed enough, having to set &da fang &all in the scorching hot sun.
when coach arrived, we were being introduced to the pt circuit, and yes adel &i agreed that it sucked. okay maybe i suck. it's totally omg i cannot stand it luh.
And and, was running a slight fever plus flu. :( HOWEVER, it shouldn't be an excuse to not do those pt and skip trnggg. Thus, went thru the routine and started ball-ing. :D :D
long awaited time! wheeeeeee ~~
and stupid loh, the coach asked me to receive! which was totally cmi for me.
fyi, my receiving in phs trngs is usually (always) condemned or laughed at by the rest. argh.
but yes i have to agree with them. tsk tsk.


training ended with a uber debrief/opening speech by coach.
And, i'm having second thoughts of withdrawing my dsa. sighs.
i need advicesssssss. :/


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TODAY!
yesssssss it's a much better day for me,
prolly because i've been having late nights and yesterday i went to bed at 10 or slightly before that. &, this morning i was sooooooo energetic and for once, i actually looked forward to school.
:D so, i decided to get my ass off the bed and off to school.


usual boring routine that i shall not repeat all day long, but something really ridiculous, or rather i'd say, humorous, happened today. :D
during the end of 2nd period or almost the end,
me "eh noeleen how much did you get?"
noeleen "(using her fingers to show 26)'
me "woah, not bad leh! you passed by one mark! (referring to ss which is upon 50 )"
and thissssssssssssss chewpeng flew into a rage and,
cp "(slamms noeleen's table) have you had enough of it! (in chi) "
and he stomped out of classssss. lol.
imeediately,
kimchi stood up and
kimchi "msseh! somebody skipp class!!"
and not only did nobody bothered bout it, everyone was laughing and imitating those actions and in no time the class was filled with laughters.
But yes there are still nice souls like keegen(keegan? lol.) and shuang who went to look for him but to no avail. thus, nobody bothered anymore.
Furthermore, when mrhui came for math and mrslua for cf,
those irritants went
"teacher, i suppose you should take attendance."
"mrhui! you notice someone not around?"
mr hui "yes, where is chewpeng?"
idk who "he skip classsss!'
rofl.


but yes, im so sure you read this, but oh well. What's done is done and please, don't be so sensitive will you? Get a life, don't be so pessimistic bout everything &sensitive towards ppl or things ard you. You'll just make yourself totally demoralised. Why not think about why are ppl treating you in this way and, i don't think you should change bcus of my words, and not bear grudges against your friends but try to think bout why they are doing those things.

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after sch went market with shuang and wl.
fnn prac-
experiment turned out well &fine! ^_^
cept for the tasting part whereby i had to taste the raw and bloody disgusting beef.
*vomits*


homed.


update of prelim results (overall)
eng B4
chi B3
Sci (phy/bio) B4
E math A1
A math D7 rofl.
F&N A1 -theory paper


yet to get back hist paper.


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&cass is upset cus
-screening of ice age ended YESTERDAY and i havent watch it
-last screening of harrypotter tmr @7pm and i have no idea if tix are still available
-prelims results are screwed up
-is procrastinating bout hc dsa
-the flu bug is still happily living in her body &applying for pr there i suppose.
-she haven't take her napfa and garytan is so gonna haunt her down


Date : Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Time : 8:29 PM
Title :


HAPPY BIRTHDAY S E N I O R :D :D Y
SHILINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.




i found this really interesting in class,





little super cute bananas that i bought for darlings! ^_^
wrote their names on it. heh. :P


(right) the choco cheesecakes that myint myint made, which was really delicious. :D

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update of prelims1
eng - overall (p1, p2 &oral) -B4
F&N paper - A1
bio -47/65

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results are alright i suppose, but i'd be looking forward to physics paper,
that'll decide my grade for science. &alwyn! we're so gonna own someone loh. The super stuck up ass. :P

anyway, sch has been really boring of a late. Only Fnn lessons can keep everyone awake and quiet and listen attentively. And i've have to admit that mslim is great. i love fnn lessons ttm.
Moreover, she'll always make lessons so enjoyable and fun despite the dry theory that we're going thru.

mslim "guys should know the rubbing-in method more than anyone else ahhhh. In the rubbing-in method, you rub in the butter and sugar"
class laughs.
kaming "there's 2 people named butter and sugar."
class laughs again.
i forgot who "rub the butter into the sugar"
mslim "omg imagine that.(laughs) but actually, how do you rub a person into another?"
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school ended
homed.
boring sch day.
oh well.



Aim for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars.


The reason for us holding on so tightly to memories
is because
when things and people changes
they'll still remain the same




Date : Monday, July 27, 2009
Time : 8:09 PM
Title :


SCH RESUMES-
boring school day, old boring routine returns.
moreover today was a total waste of my time, cus we only had math lessons to be specific.


hist lesson was funny.
msgoh "i've marked your seq, and ahhh..."
(class giggles)
ms goh "BUT BUT. its only prelim one. we still have time to buck up, to the passing rate. im not talking about distinction ah. its passing."
tsk tsk. she's so evil loh. But well, as you can see, what deep shit we're in.


ss was free period cus almost the whole class didn't hand in HBL work and holiday assignments, and it resulted in us not getting back our prelim papers. lol. However, there are some hardcore(s) who got back their sbq. Thus, another free period this we complete our super duper overdued work.


bio- continual of our free period as mrschoy wasn't in school.


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three periods of math followed by mt and math again.
went thru prelim papers, and update-
E math -80
add math paper 2 -48 :D:D
lolol.
However i thought the paper would be easily owned if i've practised for that. oh well. ^^
and congrats to imba j.chua for getting 89! almost double of mine alrdy loh.


&&& yes! i must talk bout this LEE MING ZHU LAO SHI.
he's the relieve tcher for mt, and omg he's the joke of the day.
enters class and he stands in the centre of the class and the front, (waiting for us to stand up)
apparently, noone bothered and all were busy with their own stuffs.
ahhh freak, i cannot put his accent into words, which would definitely make readers laugh like nobody's business! Whenever he spoke, its uncontrollable laughters.




vb for the afternoon :D
bought this baby tiny winy bananas for my darlings &had their names on it ^^


WANGGGGGGGGGG CAME!
Y take care GROOOOM!




and and and
cass' off to repay her super duper overdues work
or else she'll never get back her ss paper. gahhhh. :(


Date : Sunday, July 26, 2009
Time : 7:37 PM
Title :


LUNCH-


SUPERMARKETING@ KHATIB :D


okay actually the fish head is larger than faith;s, but in the pic it didnt turn out so. :(

when cousins come tgt, to do nothing, we play. :P




STEAMBOATTT FOR DINNER :D




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The night sucked due to the pain on my left arm. I have no idea how i strained the muscle on my arm, whats more its the left side. When mummy told us that we're going to view some houses &give our comments for yee, i was relunctant for my arm wasn't in the right condition.
However, i still went after bickering with mum, and she insisted that i tag along. :(
sister went with u.frank &yeeyee to first stop-orchid park condo, while couzzies faith and clive followed mummy &i to khatib central to walk ard. lucky no viewing of houses. :D

had some a pancakes for lunch- traditional (peanut) and cheese roll. Normally the peanut will all drop out when we turn it upside down, but this stupid one, they added peanut butter loh! made it so sticky and i had a hardddd time scraping the peanut off. o(>.<)o

went to this sheng siong or whatever to shop for ingredients for dinner. & yesssss couzzies and i had hell lots of fun in there! ^^
when mummy placed her basket at a corner, there were two more, side by side.
so i got this pack of buns, and told couzie
"clive, lets just put this pack in the basket without telling yeeyee(my mama) okay."
so when we went to the baskets, all were filled with stuffs and i,
"alamak clive all three looked the same. lets just me-ne-mi-ne-mi-ne-moh!"
then this guy, points to a basket, and "there it is."
cus, the other 2 was his! grrrr. made me so malu. omg.
:D

homed at ard 3plus, 4.
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dinner was tomyum steamboat. :D

ahh, school tmr.
& cass is not looking forward to it, at all. :/
sigh sigh.
on a lighter note,
cass need not touch her boooooks for naaaw. :D

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HARRY POTTER & ICE AGEEEEEE
anyone? :D

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As people grow up they realize its less important to have more friends and
more important to have true ones.


There isn't always going
to be second chances,
sometimes it’s now or never.



Date : Saturday, July 25, 2009
Time : 9:35 PM
Title :




FRIDAY NIGHT/MIDNIGHT-
CHOCOLATEYYY MUFFINS :D :D
JANGSEEUN! :D:D familiar?





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SATURDAY'S VB DAY :D





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made chocolate muffins ytd night, and with the electric mixer it'd be a pretty easy thing to do. However, mummy lent yeeyee the mixer, and didn't tell me! so, everything turned out to be hand-beaten. o(>.<)o okay it was super tiring as compared to using the mixer.
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today's events summarised
- went to hub to have my ezlink card replacedddd &it's fast! :D
- shopped ard &got nothing that was eye catching.
- school-ed for vb. :D

survivor was .___. at first,
but yes. shoushou &i totally rock. :P okay with aunty it'd have been enjoyable cus we can receive nuts, and we'll just end up laughing at each other. I'm starting to love survivor with jump serves. (okay maybe cus today i got the feeling, not any other days.)
match teammed with
crystalloh shoushou xinping nienie adel joey&chantelle.
omgggg at my attitude, or rather how the whole thing worked.
lost the first set, and boss asked us to play another.
boss to me "another set? revenge ah."
me "aiyer no revenge luh. sure lose please."
and at the start of the 2nd set when i served out of bounds, boss talked to me.
boss totally rocked.
i have to agree with him that, be it having a strong/weak team, be it the opponent that your facing is powerful or not, you dont judge them. You fight it out with them cus until the match is over, you'll never know who'll emerge as the winner. I have to give it my best shot, give in my all for every ball cus it'll be deciding who's gonna take down that point.

and so, I had to put in 200% effort to encourage those ppl, do my best, and with shoushou's encouragements, we won the consecutive 2 sets. the feeling rocked totally.
and the end,
boss (in chi) "see? i told you. As long as you give in your best, you get the team moving, it's not impossible."
smiles.

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shall not talk bout being ps-ed by mummy. :/
so boss asked me over to 16 for dinner.
16 has the best food luh. havent beent here for real long alrdy. ^^
anywayyy yupp talked bout lots of stuffs, and consulted mrang on the hc thing too.
he encourages me there and he said that ultimately it boils down to determination.
I guess i'm more or less ready for it.
:)

& i realised this 4 yrs in vb, boss is the one who understands me and he told me things that changed me, alot. Wonder how childish and immature i was, pitting myself against boss when he was trying to teach me new stuffs, getting the team self-training and ignored by boss for the entire week. those days. &when we think back, he'll always tell me how i quarrelled with him, and going for comps and growing up, learning to accept &go thru those trainings cus ultimately, we all wanna win.


&&&PL!
thanks for making your way down just for that.
(:



Date : Friday, July 24, 2009
Time : 9:14 PM
Title :



THE HAUNTING IN CONNECTICUT
went for this movie yesterday night @yishun gv, 10pm. And i'd say it's totally
horrifying scary terrifying horrendous and due to my limited vocabulary i have no idea whats worst. I think it's scarier than unborn and coming soon, and it made me cover my face and finding peep holes thru my fingers; its that bad. :( worst still the show ended near 12 and i was so afraid the last bus went off alrdy! so yupp i rannnnnn to the int. &lucky i got the last bus.
:D






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self-proclaimmed holidays :D (rock)
ahh okay, this morningafternoon was awakened by qq's call, supposedly going to find ws.
and mummy didn't tell me she's working half day tday! so i deliberated on going to find them,
but still went at ard 4.
shared brownies with ice cream with qq :D and yes, totally awesome. the brownies' muchhh better than cafe galilee's loh. moreover, it's only $4.90 !! but okay, ws best luh, it's only $3.95 i think. muahahaha.
chat &he's still as chui as ever.
"ehhh you better don't put it on your blog" :D



homed at ard 6 when those guys didn't know where to go.
&while walking home, i suddenly thought of my ezlink card, so checked my cardcase,
its gone.
:(
boohoohooo. okay look on the bright side, cass. at least/finally you'll get to change the freaking omg pic there. heh.

mummy cheated me loh. she agreed to go look for ws and have dinner there but ended up going to the coffeeshop nearby cus sister's still not feeling well. :/
i'm so gonna bring her there someday soon! :D

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tmr's vb day. *inserts loveeeeeeeeeeeees*
still in the self-proclaimmmmed holiday mood.
cass wanna
watch harry potter (although many had negative comments after watching)
watch ice age :D
watch thread of destiny :D:D
go vb-ing as and when i can!
go expo sale which ends on this sunday
go shopping &buy my new hello kitty wallet

:D


I don't forgive people because I'm weak, I forgive them because I'm strong enough to understand that people make mistakes.

& i love people like weiling, bubu, dayao, seeun, silly, p2 and aunty.
People that makes me feel so appreciated and assures me. Those little things that love them and appreciate their presence in my life.
Y