You have no morals JUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUST

“continue reading if you have no morals”

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rest of the pics for cousy's bday party ^_^

PRI SCH GATHERING :D :D Y

hello hello see year 2005 muahahaha now you people believe me ? ;D

teachers' day eve or whatever you call it, and according to weilun,,

tchers day celeb = half day = not compulsory = optional = not going school.

haha, so well. i suppose many aren't going to school anyway.

got up this morning ard 11plus, watched tv and off to pri school. :)

metup with teckwei jun sys and ghee and we caught up with

xu lao shi, mrs vara, mrs sow (my p2 teacher ^_^) mdm lim, mrs singh and mr imran.

and gosh, they couldn't recognise me! o(>.<)o

okay actually it should be a good sign cus i no longer look like that moronic sheat in my ezlink card. phewwww. but anyway, mrs sow ( the tcher above) was the 2nd one apart from mr imran that remembers me

mrs sow remembered me as her "brownie girl"

and mr imran remembered me as his "hockey girl"

what different impressions had i left behind. ^.^

after which, left for don's place to drag him and bro outta house and off to northpoint for lunch whilst jon and tong joined us.

and we had a hard time deciding on which movie to watch for there were almost ten of us and were indecisve on which to watch. we came up with really lame ideas like OPEN NUMBERS to decide. sec4 students, ohdear.

in the end, we settled for the proposal at gv yishun. ;D

zihui metup with us and movieeeeeeeee

followed by dinner and eighteen chefs

where we caught up alottttttt bout our pri sch/childhood times which was really cute and memorable. ^^ esp ghee's running style, which was totally omg laugh till i die.

tong and i walked home while the guys went to safra for pool.

Am contemplating if i should go meet them after my 9pm show. :/

there come's a point in your life when

you realize who matters, who never did, who won't

anymore, and who always will.

so don't stress about people from your past,

there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

maybe we're just not meant to be,

and you shouldn't have entered my life.

am not gonna fall deeper,

it'll stop here.

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4 HUMILITY 08/09
class photos
:)

CLASS MATES ^.^

WAFFLE MAKING :D:D

FAITHY'S BIRTHDAY :D

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where as i supposed to begin from,

uhm. yes the above pictures are compiled from million years ago nto actually. sometime ago luh. Thanks to stupid blogger that didn't allow me to upload those pics and finally was in the mood to allow this.

and yes! i've got to mention my dear sophiaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

she's so nice loh, she got me a toblerone choc cus i was sooooo sad the other day cus of the match shit, and she promised me chocolate.

^.^

SATURDAY

didnt go for sch training for we're having our ranking match in the afternoon

and it's gonna be the first time me not going for sat trng i suppose? or the second.

metup with wl and off to hsh, intended to study but ended up doing a few qns and time to go in.

match against st hildas alumni, we won 3-1 and got 9th position for open cup.

last game for team SYD, for YDT whatever it is.

Although the time spent with you girls were short and i only joined you girld 2 trngs before the comp, through this comp i got to know them better and i had fun with yall's company.

finally putting an end to this comp means no more of getting condemned and feeling unhappy and low morale when going for matches, no more of being unwilling to play on court like i never used to feel, no more of low/totally no self confidence whenever i step on court, no more of such shit.

anywayyy

after bathing stayed to watch matches with wl qihui lingying and michelle

cheapskate called and asked me to acc him home but i had to head over to cousy's plc

so wl acc-ed him back while PL acc-ed me to take 72, he alighted at central while i continued my journey to tamp

cousy faith's bday celebration :)

upon reaching, i felt so out of place for those ppl present were all faith little cousy's friends and their parents, and her paternal relatives! Quickly greeted those familiar faces and off to billard room to look for sean and mummy :D

although i didn't know how to play, stayed there to rot rather than being in the function room where i felt so awkward :/

texted with PL, and zp and him had a common line, word for word! lol. :D

ard 9plus, i decided to OWN sean in pool when sis and mummy have alrdy played.

(fyi, ppl require experience and practise, but luck was all i had :/)

when i played, everyone was looking! and laughing. tsk.

yee yee was the worst, she tickled me when i was about to hit the white ball thing, and made me jump! grrrr.

back to yee's plc and slacked

and cabbed home

TODAY

-shopping @tamp1

-hsh to watch opens div1 finals

BENG HUI vs PSA and congrats to BH, won 3-2

was a freakig exciting match

after match went off and backto yee's plc for fam dinner :)

omg omg, samuel says i look lethargic :( which means i need moreeee of sleep! ahhh.

and something that i was reminded of,

fri night sis' friend came for a stayover, and we three slept tgt.

as the aircon was sooo cold and it was raining outside,

i got my blanket covered all the way up to my chin, and sister "ESKIMO!"

right in my face, thinking that i was fast asleep. tsk ttm.

and i totally love this

"anything for you. :)"

how sweet can it be.

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In order to succeed, your desire for success must be greater than your fear of failure. 

To get up in the morning only to know
that you will have to face another
obstacle takes strength.
To smile when
the only thing you can do is cry takes bravery.
To act happy & laugh when you know
that times are at their worst takes courage.
To be joyous when the only good news is
best of the bad news takes support.
To be there & help others through
the roughest times in life
takes love.

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ahhh fuck i can't upload the pics for godknowswhy.

haven't been updating daily for prelims is around the corner (actually it starts today) and cass have to study and take time out for some vb :D

WEDNESDAY
school, and finally a day in the week with NO TESTS. hurray for 4humility.
Hc training in the afternoon, and since i only boarded the bus at ard 4, i assumed that i'll be late again as we're supposed to reach at 430. However, i was early, wayyyy to early.
blabla
training started at 5plus
and i didn't enjoy training, alot.
:( nothing was right for me, esp since i didn't like the coach, training wasn't pleasant cus everything that he did wasn't appealing to me. If i had a choice (that is if i got below 10) i'll go for ny or something more enjoyable. Not this.
Lucky there's muthu samuel mel there letting me know more bout hc, if not i'll die. :/
And lucky cus dsa ppl were friends like adel xinni bro qs and gilbert
^.^

homed ard 8 and freak i only reached home at 930 when i was totally .___.
how to survive in hc. sigh sigh.

THURSDAY
was freaking tired, and i especially hate to drag myself to school on thursdays cus i had a tiring day ytd and first few periods was languages, double period = diediedie.
Fortunately we watched death note during chi, but eventually i still slept after enduring the first period.
sbq test was easy, but i didn't write for the last qn. laziness kills (Pig's characteristic? PL! :D)
i've got to buck up and practise more of writing shitstuffs so that i'll not get too bored during ss and hist papers and end up stop writing, which will result in terrible grades reflected on the results slip. :/

cf was slack shit or rather nobody bothered bout her and of cus, sleep period. I super loved the weather! but freaking ti was effin cold tht i can't get to sleep :(
and the irritating jh came to touch my ear for nogood reason! so, i decided to get up and talk a walk since the weather was too cold.
took some pics in class but SHIT i can't upload it :(
homed and made waffles :D :D
i love it! it's reallyyyyy nice people trust me. also i suckkk at cooking but cass' ain't too bad at following recipes. ;)
out ard 4plus to sch to study
match against some Japan Team, lost 0-3 but the last 2 sets were really close. I love the team morale of the Jap team! they're super encouraging and brings out the team spirit within them.
dined with sop yao ergui steph and joelle
homed and i enjoyed chatting with joelleeeeeee :)

TODAYYYY :D :(
FIRST DAY OF PRELIM EXAMS 2
LAST DAY OF THE WEEK

being the forgetful me, i set a reminder to remind myself to bring the entry proof this morning.
So, i remembered to search for it and bring to school, but forgetting everything else.
Cass forgot to bring
1. HANDPHONE CASE (with my EZLINK CARD INSIDE)
2. WALLET
3. SPECTACLES (plus i didnt wear contacts!)

lucky i placed tenbucks in my pocket or else i should just die.
eng paper was manageable but compo seemed to be out of point :/
lets just hope i don't get a moderate pass for summary again.

homed with bro after paper, and back to school cus i had to SHOW the presiding examiner my ezlink card as proof of identification. It was a total was of my time, but anywayyy i was left with no choice cus the paper would be deemed ad invalid if didn't go back.
studied in school with azli and qq,
off to chs for vb :D
i had a great time laughingggggggg while playing some drill with PL DARIUS and another guy. I laughed like nobody's business which was stress relieving for ppl like us undergoing o level shittttt ;-)

butttttt.
i realised how lousy a setter i am
and 4 years of training seemed to be a wate of my time.
What have i been doing, i dont know. I should have just stopped training after comp season and never went for cs as well. Going somewhere that doesn't bothers about our presence and making a fool out of ourselves, sucks.
That is probably also the only reason why i wanna go hc, for i feel appreciated there.
:(

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CHS HAS COCKROACHES! :( :(
thanksss darius :D
dined with wc the gay, sunpeng, jithao, darius and PL.
:)

anywayyy
PLLLLLLLLLL
jiayou yuppp i see improvementttttttts
and im not kidding here.
;)

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FINAL LAP TO GO -
yes jiayou to all who are struggling now, its just the final lap to go.

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time passed way faster today and cass enjoyed school more than ytd (maybe cus of mondayyy bueees :/)
It felt like a never ending relay race that we're in, tests after another.
This morning was double period, thus mrschoy allowed us to self revise for a period and then test. Of cus, i'd very much hope for the test take place asap for i didn't bring any revision notes for bio. So, i slept (in hope that i'll dream of some bio shit :D) however, nothing knocked on my doors. o(>.<)o
test was manageable
followed by ss SINGLE PERIOD
when we were tortured by having 2 seq tests in a period. Though msseh extended for a while after bell rang, we were stressed up by the time limit that we had to adhere to and i suppose for that, i'll have to retest. :(

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FINAL SUBMISSION FOR F&N, which is, there's only 40% more of fnn to go, which is the theory paper. *cheers*

english was free period for el tchers had to leave for oral exam.
school ended and homed.

got sooo pissed off cus mum told me that she'll be at home and therefore i didnt bring my keys out. Only to realise that only the DOG is at home when i was at the doorstep!
spammed mummy with calls and she finally answered,
and told me she's at CAUSEWAY POINT. wonderful.
So much for looking forward to going home for my afternoon nap, it's all gone. shit that.
Not long after, mummy told me to cab to ssc to meet her, and so i did.

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homed ard 4plus, and bathed & slept
;D

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cass ain't looking forward to tmr cus
it's language day tmr = boringness till i can die
im contemplating if i should go for sch /hc trng tmr
when tmr comes, it's a day nearer to prelims2 and im so not prepared. :(

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me "mrs choy, what is transverse section?"
mrschoy "when you cut the SARARY ...."
and we laughed.
SARARY was referring to CELERY.
:D

anddd PL,
jiayou.
things will get better.
(:

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet
when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

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Only Yao know's what the pic on the right is about! cus we've the same trait :D

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR THE WEEK-

darlings p2 auntie shoushou :D

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today was a relatively boring day like usual, especially when i went to the parade ground, not knowing that actually there's seq tests for history and ss.

The worst part was, if we do not get above 8 for the tests, retests awaits us. Thus, i couldn't go into class and try my luck whereby i can pen down whatever i remember.

This resulted in me going to hist class and eating hello panda(:D) whilst waiting for the 20mins to pass. Meanwhile, msgoh told me to do some sbq which was totally greek to me as well.

Following up was ss, and lucky me, the test was postphoned to tmr cus practically everyone didnt study for it. However, this means that there's 2 seq tests for ss tmr. *frowns*

my enthusiasm for addmath is gone. So much for putting in my effort to practise and doing those qns in class, i realised it's all the basics that i've missed out in the past. topics like integration, differentiation, trigo, and i, are total strangers. :(

Till then, i see no slightest hope in getting a passing mark for this subject. And for putting in so much effort for addmath, i've neglected emath cus which will most probably cause my A1 to disappear in prelim2.

nonetheless

for

now

i will still work hard for my addmath and hope for the best. (:

chinese period was free period like usual, and rao gay (PL! :D) came again,

which irritated me alot cus his voice is fking disgusting.

after school supposedly going market with shuang, but decided not to for i was tired. (please, not P.) went down to canteen and had lunch with darlings

and that's also when the pcis were taken. :)

was reluctant to go for ss class, but still dragged myself there cus my bag's left in class. :(

At the beginning time crawled like lesson's never gonna end, but for some reason or another, jl suddenly became so funny that made me laughed for the entire period till class ended.

decided not to go for hist class, and i must say, i'm super unlucky. Or should i say i'm fated to be tortured my msgoh. :( When i was walking down the stairs, so coincidentally (or so unluckily) saw msgoh.

and i had no choice but to go back for class.

when lesson was about to end at 4.30, those bballers requested to leave at 4.10 for they had some inter class match going on, which resulted in msgoh postphoning the remedial to september holidays. Moreover, we were forced to write a delcaration shit which stated that we will turn up for remedial or else we'll complete 3 sets of full paper. thanks a million man.

But i wouldn't blame msgoh, for she took time out to have remedial with us, and she cried too. :(

Still, i was really pissed cus it means that the 40mins or so which we stayed back for was wasted. fuck it.

down to canteen and decided to join mrchew nienie and tingting for a run :)

homed ard 6plus.

tmr:

bio test (inheritance and ecology i think)

2 seq ss tests (bonding spore)

jiayou cass.